hey..i jus thot i shud update this..so here i am.. :) well this one ..I hope shudnt make any melancholic resemblances to the prev one..well I jus remembered of all those things tht hav really changed in my life..and changed my life wholly..only me still yet almost the same..considering my perspective towards all tht.The old men..still say Life is (quite) a jigsaw puzzle! And its not a simple one..only the most adaptive survive..that is the rule of Life!Now, for instance if I consider my 20-21ish living..waking up at 5 in the morn,to see the most beautiful part of the day,which one might consider a really strange thing to do,has become quite a passion for me cuz i wake up everyday to heive a sigh of peace tht yesterday is over and today is gonna bring me good.(An honest plead at times..)The morning usually fills me up with positive energies to take me through the day ..At 20,the perfect life tht u wish for..has primarily 4 things-a comfortable living,few very good freinds,a steady boyfriend and ambition !Life is but too empty without any one of them...my life is quite a comfy one but quite a fluctuating compromise too.I hate afternoons cuz they r the laziest and most deliberately tiring times .. u got classes .. u sleep thru them,u got work..u leav it for tomorw.. u r lazed out,fatigued for doing nuthing..u're restless but drowsy..lethargic..n so on..Complaining still,it is evening..most wonderful..part of the day..evening means memories,nostalgia..repentance n a lotta gratefulness for me..If i had to chose time only for myself..the evening is the one for me..every evening..glances roll past my mind..words ring along,(this moment too takes me away to tht special day wen I fell for tht sweet twinkled eye,pink cheeks,oh how rosy a spectacle tht was)..n more happening times..and yet i find a meaning in being complete still sitting alone thinking bout those special times..I don wanna get into all tht now..But hey y do i forget..bout wat i particularly was thinkin bout..changes and their necessities..and significance!Yes,nt evrythin is th same..the first being my perspective..wich changed(over a long tym) aftr i realised hw much i was losin a control over things..n wud hav fallen into some terrible mess for shure,..yes i've learnt quite a few things th hard way..nevr thot so much b4 doin something .. nevr tried to read other ppl's minds over situations..nevr realised expectations..nevr made efforts to understand..nevr thot i would lose a control over things tht badly,nevr understood th effect of my emotions over judgements.. nevr thot so much man! falling into th most vicious circumstances at the 11th hr..put my screws back to place..realised th value of time,patience,reason.. but nevr lost hope,nevr gave up optimism,nevr stopped in my way..and the path still drives me thru.. waving forgiveness over me.. Yes! Life still goes on..
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